jiwa..

kate orang,
ketawa semalam adalah air mata untuk hari ini..

apakah ertinya datang membawa harapan esok..
jika janji semalam masih tak tertunai...

aku tak pernah merelakan kata..
hanya harapan aku lontarkan dari pandangan mata..

jika benar itu rindu,,
apa ertinya benci yang ada dalam hati ini??

cinta bersemi..
kasih terpatri..

** mengapa kite mesti bercinta
m'nyayangiku siang malammu
m'lindungiku dari bara mbara..
adakah hnya krn aku sorang wanita..

mungkin tiada erti mengikrar janji..
janji manismu dulu hingga janji api mmbakar diri

hati ini..hancur dan luluh krnmu..
hati ini..hancur dan luluh krnmu..

selamat...

selamat..
selamat pada semuanya...
selamat atas segalanya..
selamat atas ketentuan..
selamat atas pmegian..
semoga kau bahagia atas segalanya,,
semoga kau teruskan jln yg kau tentukan,,
semoga pemergian kau mguraikan segalanya..


halalkan segalanya,,
maaf aku bkn sejati..
maaf aku bkn dtakdirkn utk kau..
maaf aku mgkir pada segalanya..


pergila...
pergila kau dgn cahaya kau..
pergilah kau mgejar impian kau..
pergila kau mencari cinta lebih agung tok disemadi..
pergila kau terus dgn khidupan kau..

doaku kau bhgia...
doaku kau bjaya..
doaku kau maafkan ku..
doaku..lupakanlah aku...

lupakan segalanya..
lupakan kwujudan ku..
lupakan aku..
lupakan cinta dlm hati kau tok aku..

berikan pada die yg layak..
berikan semua pada yg pantas uat kau,,
berikan dan berikan..yg pasti bkn aku..

Kau bukan lagi...........dlm igatan...maaf!

SELAMAT TINGGAL

akhirnya...

setelah lame ku nantikan saat ini...
saat aku bebas dari segalanya...
akhirnya aku dapat menamatkan segala suka duka aku disini..
kekecewaan aku akan ku ingat sampai bila2...
tapi aku tak penah kesal...sekurang2nya aku da pengalaman yg tak akan aku lupakan sepanjang hidup ini..temui sesuatu yg myakitkan hati..
bia buruk aku dipndang,bia hina maruah aku di jaja,bia aku hidup didendam..
aku dah kisah...
asalkan aku lepas...haha..lepas...
tak pe tok kali ni sahaja aku kecewa..
selamat tinggal ...
saat ini dirimu akan aku cube luputkan..maaffffffffffff......

aku!!!!

...aku...
buat benci...
buat menyampah..
buat bosan..
buat meluat...
buat geram..
buat sakit hati..
buat mencarut..
buat marah..
buat darah tinngi..

...aku
kenapa tak paham bahasa?
kenapa paksa2?
kenapa sakitkan hati?
kenapa kecewakan?
kenapa pilih?
kenapa tak dengar?
kanapa rimaskan?

sambungan...



Dalam kelas...


satu persatu anak tangga didaki..'kenapalah sekolah ni tak guna je lif..eee menyusahkan betul..kalau bapak aku kaya dah lama dah aku suruh dia derma untuk buat lif..ingat tak penat ker..'hatinya membebel..memandangkan dia terlambat maka dia merasakan ada sahaja yang melambatkan perjalanan dia..tak pernah pun sebelum ni dia mengeluh..hari ni je.."woi puteri!"..dia mendengar namanya dipanggil tapi tak tau siapa..dia membiarkan sahaja dan terus berlalu.."woi minah..mengelamun ke?.." liza memanggil..sambil mencekak pinggang di hadapan kelas.bengang liza bila puteri tidak mendengar..rasa-rasanya dah cukup kuat dia menjerit sampai sue sendiri menekup mulutnya menandakan dia menjerit terlalu kuat..emm.. dia bukan tak kenal kawannya yang satu tu kalau kerja partime dia dh datang orang menjerit tepi telinga pun dia boleh tak sedar..punya lah teruk.."aku panggil buat bodoh jer...tak habis-habis la ko ni berangan..kat kelas ko berangan, kat kantin yang bising-bising tu pun ko boleh layan hobi ko tu..ko tengok aku..nak layan hobi macam tu carilah port yang sesuai..!"liza memandang ke arah su.mengaharap su faham.sue dan puteri terpinga-pinga apa yang sebenarnya yang liza cuba maksudkan.."pe port yg ko maksudkan ?"tanya su.."time nak berry la.."beri? su tidak mengerti..tapi puteri menahan ketawa dan terus terhabur ketawanya itu.."bengonglah ko ni..haha"mereka membiarkan sahaja sue terpinga-pinga sendirian sebelum masuk ke kelas..


sisa-sisa ketawa puteri terhenti bila su menanyakan kenapa dia lambat.."kenapa ko lambat?" puteri mencongak..mengira..alasan apa yang dia mahu bagi pada sue..'malula nanti kalu su tau aku lambat sebab lame sangat berangan depan cermin.. '" mamat tadi punya pasal lah..." bohong puteri.."mamat mana?".."dalam bas tadi..ada mamat tu tolak aku..bengang la aku! makin lama makin ke belakang..so bila nak keluar aku tak dapat nak keluar..sebab sesak sangat"dia pura-pura geram.."lepas tu?"aku tekan lah lonceng banyak kali..bas berhenti jauh sikit..tu yang kena jalan jauh.." 'haha..mampus aku kalau dorang tau aku tipu hidup-hidup ..'tawa hatinya..seronok kerana kawan-kawannya percaya akan ceritanya..'"ye ker..kecianya ko puteri.." simpati sue..liza tersenyum.mungkin geli hati bila membayangkan keadaan puteri ketika itu.dia sendiri pun kalau berada di tempat puteri dia akan berasa marah juga..



to be continue...

sambung...

langkahnya laju...
jam menunjukkan pukul 7.15 pagi
dia sedar dia telah terlambat untuk ke sekolah.. sepatutnya waktu begini dia sudah mengenakan air teh dan nasi lemak sebungkus bersama liza,su dan zana..
perjalanan yang jauh untuk ke stesen bas menyebabkan nafasnya tercungap-cungap.
langkahnya makin laju..laju dan dia terus berlari anak mengejar bas yang telah tiba mendahuluinya..."alamak..kenapa ramai sangat ni..benci betul..kenapala malang sangat aku hari ni.."...ngomelnya dalam hati...

dalam dia tak sedar ada seseorang memerhatikannya dari sisi tepinya..sepantas lalu dia menoleh..seorang lelaki tersenyum padanya.."hek eleh mamat endon ni..ingat aku cair ker senyum macam kambing tu..eee geli betul.." entah kenapa dia rasakan geram dengan semua orang yg berada disekelilingnya..sampaikan dia hanya mengagak lelaki tadi tu orang indonesia..mungkin kerana pakaiannya ataupun berdasarkan rupa lelaki tu..

lega hatinya setelah sampai ke pintu pagar sekolah..dia menoleh ke kanan dan kiri..baru dia tau cuma dia seorang sahaja yang turun dari bas itu..hatinya dapat mengagak sesuatu..berdegup-degup jantungnya....."argghh..aku je ke yang lambat ni..alamak mampus aku.."dia berharap pengawas tidak bertugas..macam-macam doa yg keluar dari mulut mungilnya,,,seolah mengaharap ayat-ayat tadi dapat melepaskan dia dari di tahan..dari jauh dia sudah nampak lelaki yang memakai seragam biru.."mampuslah aku...apa aku nak jawab nanti..ahhh aku cakaplah kucing aku sakit..lepas tu aku hantar gi klinik..ehh bodohnya alasan aku..tak pun aku cakaplah...mak aku tak bg gi sekolah..sebab aku tak sihat..tapi kalau dia check dahi aku ,macamane..eleh,,dia lelaki mana boleh pegang dosa tau.." dia mengomel untuk menyedapkan hatinya yang keresahan..'arghh ni semua sebab mengadap cermin lame sangat tadi'gerutu hatinya.

dengan yakin dia menuju kearah pengawas yang sedang memegang buku rekod dengan muka yg dibuat-buat sakit..."hah..kenapa lambat ni.."tanya pengawas itu dengan muka yg ketat.."aku tak sihat..ingat tadi tak nak pergi sekolah..tapi last minit aku rasa dah ok..tu yang lambat.."pandai gak kau berlakon haha..hati nakalnya berbisik..sambil dahinya dikerut-kerutkan seolah -olah menahan sakit.."emmm...sapa name kau?"soal pengawas tu .."alamak tak kan kena jugak..tak cukup power ker lakonan aku?" hatinya mula cuak..berkira-kira yang dia akan kena hukuman .."besedia je la kau.."dia pasrah andai hukuman yang dia akan dapat..paling berat pun lari 3x padang je.."emmm puteri alyna melissa..nama ayah aku ibrahim ..nama atuk aku Rothman..makk..
belum sempat dia habis bercakap pengawas tu memotong katanya dulu.."aku tanya nama kau..bukan kaum kerabat kau..ehh kau ni..!"baru dia sedar 'terbanyak cakap' pulak ngan pengawas itu..sebab terlalu takut namanya hendak di catat dalam buku rekod dia merapu.."tak pe arini aku bagi chance kat ko sebab aku kecian kat kau yang sakit ni..tapi lain kali aku tak kan lepaskan kau..'huh..lega aku'"terima kasih.."sempat juga memandang pengawas berkenaan sebelum berlalu ke kelas...'emmm boleh tahan mamat ni..macam kacukan mat saleh..nasib mata hitam kalau biru mau aku tersangkut..kena denda sampai petang pun aku sanggup..haha..'die tersenyum sendiri membayangkan lelaki idamannya..emmm indahnya..


to be continue..

pari-pari jadian???

Di hadapan cermin..
dia menatap..
benarkah atau sekadar basi-basian..
atau juga sekadar usikkan..

sekali dua dia bepaling lagi..
kali ini dia betul-betul mahu pastikan..
tapi jiwanya masih ragu..
benarkah?...omongnya sendiri..
jiwanya belum kuat untuk menyakinkan..
adakah itu hakikat?

bukan sekali dua sekelilingnya menegur,,
"haruskah aku mempercayakannya?"
bisik hatinya lagi..
atau dia membiarkanya sahaja?
"emmm tipu sahaja gamaknya..sapalah aku ni.."
itu kalimah yang sering keluar dari bibirnya setiap kali omong-omong itu kedengaran..
lantas dia membiarkan andaian itu berlalu..


to be continue...

akta ataupun auta?

semalam kita hidup dalam sejarah..
hari ini kita hidup dalam kenangan...
realiti kehidupan hari lalu..
kadang2 buat kita serik..
kadang2 buat kita bosan utk hidup..
kadang2 buat kita mgharap akan ada sesuatu yg lbh baik..
tanpa kita sedar hidup kite berada pusingan roda yg paling bawah..
tanpa kita sedar juga kite gah berada pusingan roda yg paling tinggi..

itulah kehidupan..indahnya hya sebentar..
sakitnya bbekas hingga ke hari ini..saat ini..detik ini..tika ini..
makin jauh direnung makin sukar untuk digapai..
makin payah dikejar..
makin susah dicari..


walaupun indahnya seketika cuma..
manisnya akan tersimpan dgn bibit2 indah dalam kngan abadi kita..
itulah janji TUHAN pada hambaNYA yg sentiasa sabar akan dugaanNYA..
kepada hamba yg tak penah serik menghulur tangan,memohon keredhaan,mencari keberkatan..dan menginsafi perbuatannya..


lumrah kehidupan...
kadang2 mereka lalai ..
mudah mgalah..
benci..
sakit..
knp selalunya tak dapat btahan..???
tyalah pd diri..
semua persoalan ada jawapannya..

Aku tahu kenape..

tika hati merembes kegeraman

aku tau knp...
knp bkn die...
emmm syukur..

aku tau bkn die tbaik utk aku
die hdir skadar utk menguji..
mguji kesetiaanku..
bmknakah hatinya yg setia?
emmm benci...meluat..
sikapnya uat aku yakin die bkn yg btahta dhati ini..

xksh andai madah ini terlalu kecewa dan bkesan dhatinya
aku ingin kau tau...kau bkn pilihan aku!!!
aku benci dgn sikap jelekmu..
jujur kau bkn insan yg mmpu brada di dlm cinta ini..


hya ujian sdkit kau terlalu goyah..
itu ksabaran?
knp harus pilih kau yg hya mletakkn angan2?
sdgkn aku pasti cinta yg ada!
aku tahu kenapa bkn kau!

makin hari aku tersa jemur..
jemu dgn pujianmu ..
jemu dgn tingkahmu..
jemu dgn sikapmu..
kau tau knp...
kerna kau bkn utk aku...
aku benci kau!!!!!!!

kenape itu cinta?

kenapa?
knp ia adalah cinta?
knp gelaran itu diberi?
per sbnrnya cinta?


cinta...perit..
cinta...duka..
cinta...sedih..
cinta...bahagia..
cinta...senyuman..
cinta...terindah..



kdg2 cinta tu uat aku lemas..
uat aku sakit..
uat aku benci...
tapi kdg2 cinta tu manis..
mcm gula kapas..
perlu ke cinta?


cinta aku tu DIA..
cinta aku utk sang pujangga idaman..
knp adanya insan yg laen yg juga cntakn ku?
knp aku?
bingung...
simpati...
aku tak mampu mmemungkiri kasih yg tlh dberi,
cinta yg pasti..
rindu yg bersemi..
hanya die dihati aku..
hanya cinta die dihati aku..
INSYAALLAH tak mgkin berubah..


maaf si die yg setia..
ketahuila..ssunguhnya xder cinta untukmu dihati ini..
maafkn si gdis yg hina ini...bahawa cintanya akn ttp yg satu
sepertimane kau setia pdku..
aku hya mmpu myanyangi mu sperti seadanya sahabat...

jgn lg kau ratapi sekiranya aku mmg ttp bukan milik mu..
andai aku bukan lg sape2 dlm hdupmu..ketahuila..sahabatku..
kngan manis spanjang persahabatan lg indah bbnding yg laen..
time kasih atas kesetiaanmu,penghormatanmu..cintamu..
walaupun kite bkn sape2...ngatla sampai ble2 doa sahabatmu ini sentiasa
brada ddi sisimu selamanya..

adios(^^,)

si sang puteri

tibe2 aku angankn ssuatu..
tpt 3.25pm..
klu cite pasal puteri..
rata2nya indah..
bayangan kite..puteri 2 terindah..
cantik persis bidadari..
kaya sperti jutawan..
manja sperti ank kecil..
pakaian..persis pari2..
emmmmmmm...........
tya diri...
mmg kepingin..
tp...
aku adalah waris sderhana..
aku adalah aku...
si gadis yg biasa...
aku hidup utk mnjalani arahanNYA


impian aku banyak..
tp tempendam...
dari dlu hgga kini tak pnh brubah...
cinta?...dh lme aku temui..
die yg tsyg...begitula cinta
kebhgiaan?aku jga temui...
keluarga adlah kbahagiaan aku!
kawan?emmmmmmmmmm....
mlas nk ckp...2 jer yg xder pd aku
sahabat....dielah yg satu...
lawan jntina...
lawan kata..
lawan pndpat...
smua blawan...
doaku uat sahabatku..
smoga kbhgian uatnya sentiasa abadi...

KISAH CINTA DAN KAWAN

Satu hari CINTA & KAWAN berjalan dalam kampung... Tiba-tiba CINTA terjatuh dalam telaga... Kenapa?? Kerana CINTA itu buta.. Lalu KAWAN pun ikut terjun dalam telaga... Kenapa?? Kerana... KAWAN akan buat apa sahaja demi CINTA !! Di dalam telaga CINTA hilang... Kenapa?? Kerana... CINTA itu halus, mudah hilang kalau tak dijaga, sukar dicari apatah lagi dalam telaga yang gelap...Sedangkan KAWAN masih lagi tercari-cari dimana CINTA & terus menunggu.. Kenapa?? Kerana... KAWAN itu sejati & akan kekal sebagai KAWAN yang setia...kan ?? so, hargai lah KAWAN kita selagi kita terasa dia BERERTI....Walau kita punya couple, teman still paling setia. Walau kita punya harta banyak, teman still paling berharga.

Apr 16, 2009 8:01 AM
from:sha 2 me..

FANTASI KEHIDUPAN

kehidupan x seindah yg kte impikan..
kdg2 2 kte xpnh sdar ble kte brada d'ats..
tp tsentak ble t'jtuh...
sakit...sakit..
ble kte mgharap der insan yg sudi mdgar..
blum tntu lg die dpt terima dgn baik..
syg..syg..
sb kte mgkin tlalu kjam dgn org yg pnh kte lukai..
sape sgka ..dulu kte tgk luke org,skit org..
tp kini kte yg tbalik...
perit..perit..
xusahla cerita..
xder pe yg pelu dsesalkn..
krana sdah bhgian kte tok mnerimanya..
dunia..oh dunia..
ibarat putarannya...
ibarat seri pelanginya..
Hanya padaNYA kte mmpu bserah..
Hanya keranaNYA kte mmpu brtahan skrg..
insan..insan..
rase pe yg org rase sblm kte dpt mrasenya...
renungknlah hakikat sbenar..

Healthy lifestyle

A better lifestyle habits can help you reduce your risk for heart attack. Learn what you can do to help prevent heart disease and stroke. Example a Better food habits can help you reduce your risk for heart attack. Living a natural and healthy lifestyle begins with routine-habits. These habits help create a strong immune system therefore avoiding a lot of discomfort and disease. A lack of discomfort and disease makes a happier and more contented life. A natural, chemical free lifestyle is uncomplicated; works well in harmony with your body assuring you of a strong immune system, and therefore developing a life filled with much strength , energy and relaxation. Sound good? I know which I would prefer. A healthful eating plan means choosing the right foods to eat and preparing foods in a healthy way. I was more interesting in this way. A healthy diet and lifestyle also are the best weapons you have to fight a cardiovascular disease. But they are still many way for a healthy lifestyle. Here I give a little tips for a healthy lifestyle. Give up drinking, smoking and drugs. It's well known that they do a lot of harm. You could do all the dieting and exercise in the world and still be unhealthy due to substance abuse. Don't take antibiotics unless you really have to. Once you take antibiotics, your body gets more used to them, and starts working differently. Sports are fun, and a excellent way to get active. There's so many sports, that there has to be at least one you like. Have a routine check-up with your doctor. You should ask the doctor any questions you have. It's important if you have an illness or physical disorder to stay as healthy as possible. But remember don’t push your body too much. So you can try it for increasing and creating our healthy lifestyle to make our life much better. =)

Child abduction

Nowadays, we always hear about child abduction cases in our country. This cases was be increasing by day to day and makes a lot of general people in this country become afraid about it, especially parents that still has a youngest child. Among of this factor in this child abduction cases, more of them are happen because from a careless situation. And more of that are happen from a careless from parents, because sometimes parents are never taking alert about their children when they are going out for playing or walking alone by their own self at outsider from house. Otherwise, sometimes a neighbor also never known their own neighbors and if anything happen no want will knows. A child also easier to be kidnapped, just with give a little of sweet to them can makes they easy to follow people that they are never know. This also one of the factors in these cases. We also always hear about child abduction syndicate today. Many of the child was be missing also are factor from this syndicate. This syndicate was kidnapped a child to be as their way to get a redeem for money from the children family. What are false of this child? They are still youngest and never knows anything. This child abduction cases already happen in many years, in many ways. But why it’s still can’t be solved. Who was must be reasonability in this cases? Many people hopes that this cases will be decrease and never happen again in this country.

My favourite past time

Hi everyone, i would like to share a little story about my favourite past time in my life. I belive that everyone in this world had their own favourite past time and maybe it was been effected in their life today. When i was in secondary school, i like to read a novel and there are lot's of novel that i read it. My favourite past time at that time is, i was like to gather a novel and makes it as my collection and i have a lot's of novel genre that become my collection. My favourite genre novel is more to story about love and also story about this life that was always happen in around of our life, such as conflict, experience and many more. sometimes it could be teach me a lot of sucessfull things and also give me a lot of beautiful meaning in this life by reading a novel. I also has get in a writing novel competition when i was in secondary school, and i was win in first place for that competition. It was give me a lot of memories become a winner for the competition at that time. I was write a novel about my feeling from my own life experience at that competition and it really makes me missing my past time. Now, i was studying in college in taking course Diploma of Business Management, but i still gather a new novel to being as my own collection. I'm really love to read novel and i was spend a lot my free time to reading novel. =)

What is a landslide

A landslide is the movement of rock, debris or earth down a slope. They result from the failure of the materials which make up the hill slope and are driven by the force of gravity. Landslides are known also as landslip, slumps or slope failure. Some of the most common types of landslide in Australia are earth slides, rock falls and debris flows. The movement of landslide material can vary from abrupt collapses to slow gradual slides and at rates which range from almost undetectable to extremely rapid. Sudden and rapid events are the most dangerous because of a lack of warning and the speed at which material can travel down the slope as well as the force of its resulting impact. Extremely slow landslides might move only millimetres or centimetres a year and can be active over many years. Although this type of landslide is not a threat to people they can cause considerable damage to property. Landslides can be triggered by natural causes or by human activity. They range from a single boulder in a rock fall or topple to tens of millions of cubic meters of material in a debris flow. They can vary also in their extent, with some occurring very locally and impacting a very small area or hillslope while others affect much larger regional areas. The distance traveled by landslide material also can differ significantly with slides traveling from a few centimeters to many kilometers depending on the volume of material, water content and gradient of the slope.

The basic types of landslide movement are:

Fall

This is generally characterized by a rapid to extremely rapid rate of movement with the descent of material characterized by a free fall period. Falls are commonly triggered by earthquakes or erosion processes.

Topple

This is characterised by the tilting of rock without collapse, or by the forward rotation of rocks about a pivot point. Topples have a rapid rate of movement and failure is generally influenced by the fracture pattern in rock. Material descends by abrupt falling, sliding, bouncing and rolling.

Flow

This is the most destructive and turbulent form of landslide. Flows have a high water content which causes the slope material to lose cohesion, turning it into a slurry. They are channeled by the landscape and move rapidly.

Slide

This is one of the most common forms of failure and can be subdivided into translational and rotational slides. Rotational slides are sometimes called slumps because they move with rotation. Translational slides have a planar, or two dimensional surface of rupture. Slides are most common when the toe of the slope is undercut. They have a moderate rate of movement and the coherence of material is retained, moving largely intact or in broken piece.

Funniest moment in my life

I believe that everybody's must have their own funniest moment that was happen in their life. I also never get behind from this memories. Let's we catch up with one step closer to my blog what is the baggiest funniest in my life. This memories was happen when I was still in secondary school when i was in form three. One day, I was be in duty for sport prefect in one football friendly match at my school. My duty at that day is helping for all necessary needs for the competitors. At that day, my teacher was asking me for arranged a drinks for the competitors that are in the friendly match. When I was busy arranged a drinks, one boy from my school competitors was come to me. Without opportunity for me to asked that boy what are he want, he was accuse me that i was slowly in my duty. I was feel so aspirated at that time. I know his... his a playboy at my school... so haughty. his was really good player at my school. My school was become a champion at one competition and he was be a top scorer or that competition. Finally, that game was begin in one week was finished.. i think that are no reason for me to meet that playboy again. At recess time, i was always finish my time at my school library. And for the whole day before I going to school my mother always ready me a breakfast. I still not feel hungry. I was going up a step until at second floor... suddenly, had a one person was scolded me because i was blocking his way. I was look upwards and i feel how come i still can meet this boy... without i can protecting my own self that boy was start scold me. I also do know what wrong that i was done until he never stop scolded me. In my place that he was in my upward i was see something... i was see that he was never zip his breeches. now it's my time to return back for me to make his feel shy. He was become strange because i still can give a smile when he was still scolded me. Then i was say " before to get start scolded me please zip your own breeches first, just make your own self shamed only" and i can see that his face was starting become shame. Now i feel that i was very satisfied. From that day, he never scolded me again when we are met, even now we also not become an enemy. He now was become my best friend.. but he still had an attitude as playboy, but not like this before. This are the one of the best funniest moments memories that was happen in my life.